the first of many.

eating peanut and almond butter popcorn and watching a movie. it’s my first day off for a long time. i can’t wait to rest and cleanse my mind. i’ve learnt a lot lately and i’m ready to move forwards. today i’m going to relax and be brand new. it’s a full moon today which is a staple for change. i can’t wait to see what’s arising in the future. it’s completely time for new, and rid any negative energy from any area.

there’s something in the air today the vibe is so serene. everything bad is gone and has been replaced with positivity and everything else. there’s so many things to do to keep me productive over the next couple weeks. i also have some events and some planning to do. i also need to read more books and utilise my days more wisely.

i have so much time to myself and so much opportunity to do things which will benefit me. i’ll work on myself and let go of the past. i have plenty of time for new music, and allow myself to get inspired and write more. planning is imperative to make me feel good and look forward to the future. i need to make a list of things i want to achieve and follow it closely. and strictly cross reference it with my daily routines and make changes accordingly.

jurassic world : fallen kingdom for the second time this week. the visuals are stunning. 10/10.

a childhood classic on miniclip.

it’s the season of love.

yum.

something i found on tumblr.

a special episode.

in love.

my favourite show.

the truth kills me.

no caption.

setting intentions.

on this chilled mild day i had a flash of inspiration i thought i’d document. it’s time to start looking for jobs and spring is only round the corner, therefore i want to start doing something i love as a career. i’ve found i would love to study animal science at uni whilst training to be a vet. or something similar or i’d love as equally. i’d also like to travel a lot. also take up a course related to astronomy. these things would build a career i’d be in love with. so i’m making clear to the universe what my intentions are so that i can receive signs and directions accordingly. i want to do what makes me happy everyday, and help people along the way. education is addictive, and i miss elements of it. i wish to choose what i wish to study and find courses that will suit my desires to learn. i also need to save up and buy astrology books and have study sessions of my own. i’m obsessed and have every intention of educating myself further. all i want to do in this life is interact with things which inspire me and bring me joy.

i suddenly feeling very overwhelmed. i feel like i’m on the right path and that everything is falling into my lap. i want to pursue a different kind of lifestyle and i can envision it perfectly now – words wouldn’t do it justice. it’s important for me as best as i can to create a makeshift version of the life i desire by embedding small parts of it into every day. i need to be more organised and create schedules for everything i wish to do. it’s hard to feel sad when the universe is so close and beautiful. everything will always find a way.

currently listening to: lorde – no better β™‘

happy.

i honestly had the best day. my soul feels so cleansed, my mind refreshed and my heart pure. i’ve really set my true intentions. i’ve been creative which always makes me happy. i’ve had coffees, and pancakes which are my favourite. i listened to lana’s paradise vinyl. the weathers been warmish and the sun’s been shining all day and the sky has been so clear blue. how perfect. i’ve had the window open all day and that’s so precious. i went on a walk at dusk to buy some blu tack lol and the air was so refreshing and mild. the sunset was so faint but beautiful and it truly felt like spring.

fav blog challenge.

1. laurwritings

2. *

*1 – i’m a pisces.

*2 – i’ve never left europe.

*3 – my birthstone is aquamarine.

*4 – i’m right handed.

*5 – my fav cheese is camembert.

*6 – i wish i was a movie producer.

*7 – my fav popcorn is salt and sweet.

*8 – i’m obsessed with cake mix.

*9 – lorde’s music is my everything.

*10 – my fav season is spring.

*11 – i’ve never been skiing.

*12 – i’m shit at geography.

*13 – photography is a passion.

*16 – london is my fave place.

*17 – i have an a* in gcse history.

*18 – my one dream is to go to disneyland.

*19 – i love cats.

*20 – main aspiration is a career as a writer.

3. … ummmm

when it is all finished, you will discover it was never random.

4. nasa astronaut πŸš€

5. probs coming third in 800m lol

6. death

7. slide, the louvre, every teardrop is a waterfall, colors, hard feelings / loveless

8. save money, become healthier, apply for careers, make plans, journalise.

9. perfume, lipstick, mirror, notebook, pen, hairband, lip balm, hand cream, hairbrush, purse, gloves.

10. rome!

11. potatoes, onions, cheese, pancakes, chocolate, curry, chilli, pasta, falafel, halloumi

12. omg the rainbow fairies collection.

13. umm not enough tbh. a katsu curry.

14. cleansing/toning face, drinking water, going on regular long walks

15. in some kind of career, writing.

16. the most important thing in the world.

17. so many to name

18.

19. great expectations 1998

20. i’ll write a whole post about it.

21. the notebook movie </3 .

22. um ??

23. travel soooo far

24. ain’t nothing more attractive than ambition

25. idk but whatever it is it’s a not doing it

26. abso nothing 😦

27. lots of jumpers. few t shirts.

28. falling over at the cinema

29. i never went to oovoo javer

30. be aesthetically presentable.

photo project.

today was the perfect day. the sun was shining bright and i spent hours with my window open playing vinyls and working on my latest project which is compiling photos, tickets and keepsakes on a wall presentation in my bedroom. it’s going pretty good so far but no where yet complete. i’m going to make it as full as i can and maybe change my gallery wall over so it’s not as crowded. i’m creating such a nice little space. anyways, gotta get back to it. XOXO.

the perfect morning.

i had two cups of coffee. i watched caspars valentine’s video which was so fun. made the perfect pancakes πŸ₯ž . the weather is nice. i now have 3 days off in a row which is just what i needed. i look forward to having a relaxing day. might watch jurassic park 3.

wash ur face with this in simple toner.

so refreshing.

right now.

i feel so happy and in my element in this moment. everything feels so perfect and in place. things are looking up. i’ve recently ridded my life of a couple negativities that had slowly arisen. no more stress or shitty friendships. i feel i’m in pursuit of my dreams in perfect timing and signs really are showing. life really is beautiful and i’m so grateful to experience it. i know 2019 will be the year and i can’t wait to see my successes by the end of it, and that of my friends’ whose journeys i share along the way as i make memories with them. it’s important to only keep close who i admire and love. i must be more private and only share my life with those who matter most. that’s a lesson i’ve learned very recently as i can be too quick to spill too much. i’m so excited for the future and to see what it brings. i see nothing but positivity and happiness. so ready for this journey ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ loooooove u.